the 1

What if all your dreams, except the one you want most, were coming true.

Is it selfish to refrain from celebrating the wins?

Some people would be ecstatic to be in your position.

Some people are drinking, to cope with their depression; sleeping with different people every Saturday.

You're the lucky one.

"I wish I was as confident as you" they say

They have no idea you're blindingly just putting one foot in front of the other everyday.

Hoping you don't trip

Everything seems to be falling into place

"seems to be"

Still that one thing is missing

love

You want to share the love you've carried for so long

You want it to be meaningful

But you wonder whether it will change you

You've gotten so used to the world on your own

What if a piece of you gets lost when someone else is around?

Maybe it's not worth the risk

But you know it could be

They showed you it's worth it when they raised you

They want you to be happy

Little do they know, all I want is to be happy.

All my dreams are coming true, except one.